Thought I found somoene to share my life with....

So this last 3 weeks I have been speaking with a man who I connected with immediately. He is pretty amazing. We were doing great until he asked me for some money. He wanted to send it to his two daughters. It was because they had to keep up with their friends and what they had was not enough. I felt this was ridiculous. That was pride talking. That was the vain pride of the world. These were not my ideas to raise children. Yes, children need some things, but everything they desire, that just makes them spoiled. He could not see this. We could not come to a compromise. So I had to let him go. My heart is breaking. I thought I finally found the one I could share my life and eternity with, but with our life goals not equal... Well it was something I had to let go of. Now, I feel no one will every want me and what is the point? Maybe I am destine to be alone. To not have anyone in my life. Before this meeting with this man, I felt complete. I felt that the world was bright and I could be alone. Now I feel lonely again, and I just feel like I cannot make it... What a cruel joke on me. Love is not for me.. I am wishing on someone elses star....

The Graduate!

Yup, I finally graduated! I walked across the stage on April 22 2011 with my Bachelor of Science. English with a minor in Health Promotions. It was a warm day and there was excitement in the air. I was a bit nervous, but the idea that I was graduating had not hit. (it still hasn't) I walked across the stage received my diploma CASE, and sat down. It was great seeing the professors I worked with from years ago, (I use to work in the English department) and the professors whom taught me. It was a delight and a satisfaction that after 12 years of working on my Bachelors, I finally did it! Yeah me!! It has taken me a little over a month to do a new posting. Hopefully now that I am finished with school.... for a while.... I can keep up on my blog. I am grateful for this opportunity of learning. I would not trade the experiences for anything because it has brought me to the person I want to be today. I have more growing to do, and I am looking forward to the next stage in my life.

Christmas Time

Christmas time is here. Though I am still waiting for the snow. I don't particularly want to drive in it, so if it snows on Dec 23 and keeps snowing til the 25th, I would be happy. :) The semester for Weber is done. That is where I have been since summer, trying to finish my bachelors. I am excited. I am done with my major, which is English. I have 3 classes left in my minor, which is Health Promotions. I am going to graduate in April (April 29th 2011 to be exact LOL! but who is counting.. FIVE MONTHS BEFORE I GRADUATE!!!)
Work is wonderful! I LOVE MY JOB!!! They have been very supportive and patient with me as I am finishing my schooling. It was my boss Brett who urged me to finish my Bachelor. While in classes this fall, I was encouraged by some of my English professors to get my Masters. I am not sure I will do that just yet. Already burned out with school. The semester for LDSBC finishes this week. Many students are not going to be happy with grades, but there is nothing I can do about that. It is one of the other teachers who is in charge, therefore it is not my call.
I am planning a trip to England and Scotland in May of 2011. Yes, that is the same year that the Olympics will be in London, and I look forward to MISSING it. To many people. I hope that tourism is down just a little because people are saving to come to London in July. I like the smaller crowds. :)
Nothing else is going on right now. I hope to blog a bit more than I have been, but my life is pretty stable and not much changes. I am working and saving and trying to get out of debt. That is about it LOL. I know.... NO LIFE... I enjoy my quiet life. Well that is it for now. Byeeeee!!!

New Year

I had to create a new Blog because I forgot my log in information so here it goes... back to the beginning....

January 22 2010
I had a blog but something went wrong so I had to start a new one, which is probably good since this is a new year and I have decided to get rid of everything negative in my life... Yup that means you.. Nah, just joking..

I am working at LDS Business College as the

Medical Assistant Practicum Coordinator. Which basically means that I place students in externships through out the community and practice what they have learned in class. This job is such a blessing to me. It works with my health and ironically enough, since I started here I have not had as many health issues... coincidence? I think not. The Lord is blessing me. He has made this job for me. I just had to be patient and when it opened, BAM!! I got it. When I was at the interview, I was unsure about the job, but as I left I KNEW I had the job. I just KNEW it. I went home, prayed about it, thought about it, discussed it with Mom and Dad (as I always do with most everything in my life... What a blessing to have such wonderful parents). ANYHOW, back to the story.. I then waited and waited and they finally called and set up an appointment to come visit with President Richards. (The president of the college). I met with him, and felt at ease the moment I saw him -- that is not hard anyhow because he puts people at ease -- We spoke for about a half hour, then I left. I still felt like I was suppose to be there; I was to have this job. A week later they called and offered me the job. I jumped at it. What a blessing.

I spoke to Brett Who is the director over the MA Program, and he informed me that I make my own hours, I come and go as I want. As long as I get my 30 hours in there is no problem. (that is the one draw back of the job, I am only part time so no benefits, but the Lord will provide when he feels I am ready and needed).

I LOVE MY JOB!!!

Now the beginning of January, I had some problems with my lapband and had to have immediate surgery. I spoke to Brett about it and he said, "this is a good time, go get it taken care of." What kind of job would be kicked back and ok about an employee, who has only been with them for less than 4 months, to take a week off without any fuss. I am TRULY BLESSED!!!